I wish shopping malls had mini cars or something!

I went to Poland for about 2½ days to go shopping. Lets just say my legs are as good as amputated. Every step I took after the first day was PAIN, lets not even discuss the last days. Why can't they have mini golf carts or something to move around with? The shopping malls there were huge! On our last day we went to the biggest shopping center around and it took us the entire day to go through all the shops on all the floors. To top that we got lost when the shopping center closed at 21.00 and had to walk extra much to find our way out. I'm sure i'm not the only one who thought about this and I've thought about it tons of times since I think i'm a bit of a shopaholic but - Mini cars to huge shopping malls!!!

'Because when I shop, the world gets better'

Even though my feet are dead, lets just say it was so worth it! I did not know it was possible to shop that much! We woke up early and shopped from sunrise to sunset when the shops closed basically. And lets clear this, we are not rich, it is just so damn cheap there! I bought 2pairs of heels, 2summer shoes, like 5 sets of earrings <3, tons of clothes, perfume, nail polish, baby clothes (I'm an aunt now!) and other stuff. ='D To explain how cheap stuff was, I bought heels for about 6€ and the other one pair was about 8€. Usually heels cost like... 40-50€ on the cheap end. So yea... I'm not gonna go shopping for the next few months and that's a promise I HAVE to make to myself, I'm pretty much broke and I have lots of stuff now =) Lets end this with: everyone, go to Poland. Its cheap and a in general a really nice place and yea, I really wish they had those mini cars in those huge malls. 

I wish I was a make-up artist!

Not as an career, no. But it would be awesome to be really good at putting make up on my self just as other people and making all these really cool designs. And just for the hell of it when i'm going out, I could make some bigger make up which is not too fancy but just different without completely messing it up! I have watched lots of make up tutorials and stuff just to watch people doing the make up and I enjoy it. I get days when I just fool around with my make up and then wash it off but to be honest I'm not that good at it. ='D It's fun tho! And that's all that matters, right? 

The make up I find most important is the eyes. The eyebrows are a must for everyday but the actual eye make up... oh so much can be done. Look at the photo above and below. I chose them because it has so much detail, you can see like 4 colors mixed and then the design with the eyeliner especially on the top one. I think it looks just amazing! I would love to learn to do something like this!! Maybe I'll try one day when I get bored, but I think it would be awesome to go to some course where i'd get ideas and tips on different styles of make up. Above all it would be super fun! Maybe I will one day, you never know. =) 

I wish people would love this song as much as I do =)

I heard this song in my friends car today and then came home and listened to it so many times that I'm already getting a little bit tired of it. Except I think I can never get sick of this. If I could sing and play the piano better I would learn to play this and then sing it over and over. Of course alone tho. Heh... =) I liked it from the very first time I heard it and I hope others would too!

Otherwise on WHATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE right now, I'm having my final exams in about a week and a half and I haven't studied at all yet! I've been having study break for about 2½ weeks now and I have just been lazy and I need to get enough points to get into the university I applied for. I seriously hate studying and have 0 motivation. I forced my self to read biology the other day. I sat there for about 3-4 hours and read about 3/4 of a page and day dreamed the rest of the time. I'm in big trouble and if motivation doesn't soon come to me, looks like I'm gonna be sitting a year waiting for a retake on the exams. What am I gonna do? =(

I wish they still had drive-in movies!

Why don't they have drive-in movies anymore??? In old movies you see couples driving to a place outside where there is a movie been played on some random wall and then you sit on top of the car hood and watch it. I think it would be so cool if they still had those and i'd definitely go! I think i'd rather go with my boyfriend to one of those than some random restaurant for dinner. But then again, it would have to be warm and in Finland its pretty much light outside 24-7 during the summers. 

Despite that I think it would be an awesome idea to have those drive-in movies. If they still have those in some part of the world, I wanna know. And if I happen to go to a country where they have those, I'm going and I don't care how much it costs!! And I hope I'll have my boyfriend and a car on top of which I can sit with me then too!

   

I wish I will be a Social Worker one day and love it!

I've never really wanted a specific career but I decided 3 years ago as I moved to Finland that I want to be a social worker. Perhaps it's the amount of people I know here in Finland who have had random problems what should have been done something about when they were younger that influenced my choice... I don't really know. Every year I just want it more, lets put it that way =) SO YES... I applied to a few places in Scotland to study sociology and social work but I really wanted to just get into one of the universities to study social work. And as I waited for replies, of course it was the last university that replied after the long wait and then wanted a interview and then some random essays and criminal records etc... and after all that, I GOT IN!!! So looks like I'm going to be moving to Scotland in September to study to become a social worker then!

One problem, what if I don't like it or feel like I cant mentally deal with it? I think it will be just fine and yes many people have told me that its a challenging job mentally and the work comes home with you everyday and yea... but its the only thing I have ever really wanted so yea. And whatever career I end up having I want it to have something to do with helping people directly. I wanna know I spent my life helping out others when I grow old so sounds like this could be the right place for me. After a year of studying I have my first work experience so... I guess latest by then I will know, for now I will just hope I'm making the right choice. No, I know I'm making the right choice. And yes, I will end up liking the job, I have decided. Yes, yes I will. 

I wish I never grow wisdom teeth!!!

Seriously God forbid I ever grow wisdom teeth! I have a very bad dentist phobia... I go crazy days before, I hate hate hate it. When I was a kid I had to sit for hours in the dentist chair since we got to go only once a year to dentist when we came to Finland for holidays (Gambia didn't really have good dentists). I always had lots of cavities since I ate loads of candy which didn't make it any better for me. I dreaded the idea of being in the dentist so much that I actually bit the dentist by 'accident'...? I'm ashamed to admit that I wasn't even that young anymore and my mother had to pull me kicking and screaming in to the dentist room. =D

Now that I've moved to Finland, I hadn't gone to the dentist in years since there was no need to go and no way I'm going there just for the hell of it. My 18th birthday was coming up so I had to go to the dentist because after that Its not free anymore; turned out I had a few cavities and I needed root canal treatment. It was a NIGHTMARE. The dentist told me I'm the most difficult patient she ever had to deal with and thought we should have many short times rather than a few long ones. I had about 9 times within 2 months. The last cavity was on the top at the back and she couldn't even begin to do anything without me starting to move around so ya,... she told me to come check it out after this summer so I hope its not worse off by then, yay!

I don't really know why I'm so frightened of the dentist tho, probably cuz I had to go so much as a kid. Every time I come from the dentist I just feel brutally molested or something. I'm always in the need of a hug for ages. I just hate everything about the dentist, the noise, the smell, the machinery, the dentist her self!... plus I gag every time she sticks something in to my mouth... EVERYTHING IS WRONG WITH IT!! Now you probably understand my worst night mare: Wisdom Teeth. Just No. Today I felt as if two of them are starting to grow on the top of my mouth. There are two little bumps that hurt when I touch them so great. All I can hope is that it wont bother me if they grow so I can avoid the dentist suggesting that she should remove them =(