I wish that when I'm old, I'll still be good-looking

I'm sure that by the time I turn 50, I'll look like an old bat. Now obviously if I could pick I wouldn't really like that. Sometimes I see older people who look really good and classy and I just wish I could be like them one day. Of course it's not like a must and I don't want to be forever young or anything. I want to age naturally but still look good. I think a person looks the best when they look natural. When I'm old I'm probably going to be dying my hair to hide gray hairs of course but otherwise if I'm going to make up, I think I'd just do my eyebrows and maybe foundation if I find that necessary. So yea, I found these pictures just randomly online and find the women really good looking and beautiful for their age. Especially the lady with the gray hair looks really good. I love how she has gray hair that has been straightened and styled. The other lady I liked because she had a really natural look. I guess I won't look that bad when I'm old if I'll bother to make the effort to have my hair reasonably done and maybe a little bit of make up too. 

I wish I knew how to make a fish brade

Right when my hair grows to be medium length, almost classified long, I love having my hair on a brade. More specifically I love it when people play with my hair and end up making a fish brade since I don't know how to make one. It looks so good and keeps your hair away from your face. And even though you would make it just to keep your hair out of your life for a bit, it still looks classy and stylish. It's a pity I don't know how to make one, in fact I barely know how to make a normal brade, at least one that would look good. One day I'll learn to make a decent fishtail brade.  

I wish I had these London skyline tights

Normally I would go for a simple design in tights that aren't too eye catchy but I found ones I love. They look a bit like stay ups since the top part is skin colored and where the color changes, there are different buildings from London on them. I love them. They are neat and classy and I think I would actually wear them if I had them. I'm not sure what I would wear them with really, but maybe some sort of skirt or a tight mini dress. The tights aren't something I would necessarily pick to wear just like that but I would force myself to wear them and I think I would quite like the outfit. Plus you can wear something quite plain with stockings like these since they are kinda showy. Just add a pretty bag and necklace or something.

 I would order these but apparently they were limited edition by Marks and Spencer's and they would have cost about £10. There are people online trying to get these stockings to come back on sale but no luck so far and I couldn't find them on sale on any other site. I'll just keep hoping I'll find these somewhere someday.

I wish I could write essays faster and not always last minute!

I am the kind of person that will start writing an essay a night before the deadline. Most stupid idea ever, yet I always go for it. Realizing how little time I have to write an essay is my best motivation. This semester at school they announced that there will be no exams. Instead we will have to write four essays, on our Christmas holiday. Super! So far I have written all my essays last minute. 3 down, 1 to go. I just found out that I will be leaving tomorrow away from home and I'll be gone past the due date of this essay meaning it must be done today. Well I have 8 hours to do it and then I have to be out the door so .. yea. Good Luck to me. And yes I have left it to the last minute... again, its 1am at the moment. =D

The sad part is that the information I use in the essays can't be gotten off the Internet either... it has to be taken out of different books. -.- This sucks big time cuz this will be extremely time consuming. I'm hating uni at the moment, and these essays aren't nothing to what I'll have to do in the next years. This shall be interesting... =(

I wish I had the words of wisdom more often.

I realize the more stuff in my own life go wrong, the more bad advice I give to others. The advice I give is what anyone else would and what a person would automatically assume should be done, not what I believe to be right. I feel like if everything isn't okay with me, I easily just don't put my time to help others and instead go with the first thoughts that come to mind. I think this is really selfish of me but I can't help it. A lot of friends have asked for advice on basic stuff during the past few days and I have done so. BUT, afterwards I have had a bad conscious and felt like I haven't given the advice I should have. 

I right now feel like I pretty much shouldn't have much to do with people or just try avoid giving advice till I get stuff in my life sorted basically. So yea, I have being listening to this song a lot in the past few days and feel like this song will be my advice to everything for a while. =D  

I wish I owned a longboard!

Thanks to my boyfriend who has taught me how to long board, I've kinda started liking it. But of course when I want to go long boarding, I can't be bothered to go to my boyfriends place and borrow his long board so yea, I wish I had my own!

I don't wanna go buy one though since I don't really have a permanent home for a few years now until I finish studying and yea, long boards aren't exactly cheap. I also want a long board only if I live in a kinda quiet neighborhood instead of a city (perfect place: Finland). 

So yes, I guess some day I will buy a long board! And when I do, I will stick tonnes of stickers on it and make it look like something that I own. Maybe already during my summers visiting Finland or then in 3 years when I move on with my life to perhaps a more permanent home somewhere.

I wish I had a garden to decorate with giant colored ice marbles :D

I saw a photo of colored ice balls in snow a while back and loved the idea. Especially in Finland where I am from, different colored ice balls in snow would look amazing! They are also really simple to make apparently. Just fill balloons with food coloring and water and let them freeze. Since its so cold here as well, I wouldn't even need to put them in a freezer, I could just put them outside and they would freeze. I think they look beautiful! I think I might actually make those still to make my parents house porch look really pretty :) 

Happy New Years!