I wish I could go into a blanket fort and color my time away and not care about nothing.

I'm annoyed at life. Simply because it doesn't work the way I want it to. I wish people had time for me exactly when I have time, did things for me, and pleased me. Today I played hide and seek with kids and a 6 year old was ruining the game by telling the people hiding when I was coming. I got pissed. Why is it so hard for me to understand that its a 6 year old? Who cares about the rules, just have fun? Well I think I'm so self centered some days that I care. There is tonnes of stuff that happened especially today that make me feel like It's hard for me to accept things going other than my way. At the moment I feel very stubborn and I feel very unhappy with things not going my way right now. And nothing major, just stupid things like hide and seek and people not having time for me when I have 5 minutes free. Today I feel like I want to go into a blanket fort and color. And I wish I could do that without caring about anything or responding to anyone. - And in case you're wondering, yes, I am a grown up.

I wish I had a garden to decorate with giant colored ice marbles :D

I saw a photo of colored ice balls in snow a while back and loved the idea. Especially in Finland where I am from, different colored ice balls in snow would look amazing! They are also really simple to make apparently. Just fill balloons with food coloring and water and let them freeze. Since its so cold here as well, I wouldn't even need to put them in a freezer, I could just put them outside and they would freeze. I think they look beautiful! I think I might actually make those still to make my parents house porch look really pretty :) 

Happy New Years!