I Wish I had Proper Gym/Sports Gear

You know why? Cuz thats what motivates me! It just makes me wanna go to the gym more when I have nice gym clothes instead of an old raggy t-shirt. I don't mean that I should get expensive sports stuff or look amazing at the gym or anything, I just wanna feel good about myself at the gym. I'm quite happy with my puma indoor sports shoes that I have bought recently (I didn't own sports shoes so I had to get these). I'm also happy with my sports pants and shirt. I just hope the pants wont break anytime soon cuz I love them. I could do with one more shirt at least since I only have one, but yea, I can make do with wearing other shirts too. Right now what I really need is a sports bag tho because I just don't have one and my other bags aren't really good for that.

I got a gym membership yesterday and went to the first class+gym today and loved it! I'm so exited!! Thats my explanation being this hyped up about this. I have a pretty nice water bottle too by the way. I wish it was another color though since its annoying red, but otherwise its nice because it says the dance society's name on it to which I go to. But yes, I want to look sporty and feel good about what I look like cuz thats what gets me motivated. Not gonna waste money on that definitely but yea, I'll look around the shops. So happy!! =D

I wish I could write essays faster and not always last minute!

I am the kind of person that will start writing an essay a night before the deadline. Most stupid idea ever, yet I always go for it. Realizing how little time I have to write an essay is my best motivation. This semester at school they announced that there will be no exams. Instead we will have to write four essays, on our Christmas holiday. Super! So far I have written all my essays last minute. 3 down, 1 to go. I just found out that I will be leaving tomorrow away from home and I'll be gone past the due date of this essay meaning it must be done today. Well I have 8 hours to do it and then I have to be out the door so .. yea. Good Luck to me. And yes I have left it to the last minute... again, its 1am at the moment. =D

The sad part is that the information I use in the essays can't be gotten off the Internet either... it has to be taken out of different books. -.- This sucks big time cuz this will be extremely time consuming. I'm hating uni at the moment, and these essays aren't nothing to what I'll have to do in the next years. This shall be interesting... =(

I wish I had something called 'motivation'!!

I suffer from a huge lack of motivation. Right now I've had a 2½ week holiday and tomorrow school resumes. I have to do a 1500 word History Internal Assesment, study for my driving school theory exam and finnish my personal statement, all for tomorrow. Gosh... and its no 5minute thing... AND I'M HERE WRITTING THIS!!

Another really annoying thing is that I have done nothing today.... seriously NOTHING at all. Yesterday I was planning to go sleep about 11 so I could have a fresh start.... well plans change I guess. This is really annoying and I should really really really change my ways. 

My lack of motivation is based on school mainly... but I gotta admit, i'm always late for everything, i'm really last minute, and if I start something, most likely I won't finnish it if i don't do it right away. I have no idea what I can do about this problem. I've tried everything; wake up earlier, sit in the library, try hide my computer..... NOTHING WORKS. I hope this will change before I move out to a university... otherwise i'm screwed!